You always are there.

We have been celebrating so may things lately. Birthdays (including yours), Easter, and cousin Ben's marriage to his Becky. And Daryn, at every celebration you are always there in each of our hearts and in your spirit. But we still want you there in your body and miss that so much. I can never say that "Everyone is here." again and mean it for real. I want to be able to hug you too and say "Happy Birthday" and "Happy Easter". I wanted to grab you at the wedding reception and say "Let's dance Daryn". And it still hurts so much because nothing will ever be perfect again till we are all reunited in heaven together. Last night Ben and Becky's reception was a lot of fun. I love all of your cousins and Jolee and Colin so much. Watch over them sweetheart, this life is tough. I can imagine a call from you on my birthday, I can still hear your voice so clearly. "Happy Birthday gramma." Thank you Daryn, I love you so very much.